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STD'S...

After the many years of being a drug addict and prostitute for over two decades I didn't once get a sexually transmitted disease through the grace and mercy of God. However this is not about the typical physical STD'S that we think about, this is about Spiritually Transmitted diseases.
Spirituality transmitted diseases are anger, rage and bitterness and the spirit of jealousy and envy and let's through in addictions into the mix while I am at it.
Addiction to drugs and alcohol is a spiritual malady that only God can conquer! I remember when I was hooked line and sinker into drugs I eventually got into what is known as Satan's drug which was crystal meth. The first time I tried it it was powerful and addictive and known as satan's drug.  Only God can fill the void that we seek. For a few minutes of instant gratification wears off then your chasing it again and again!
I have a question for you what spiritual diseases are you carrying today? For me to admit that my life was unmanageable and I was powerless made me become power filled with the Holy Spirit and my life is more manageable now than it ever has been through the blood of Jesus Christ!
In closing I'm going to ask what is blocking yourself off of the sunlight of the Spirit? Please don't give up five minutes before the miracle happens!
Journey to Totality [ Karla ]

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