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Immortality In The Ministry.

From my experience with the ministry is that there's plenty of immortality in it. You may ask what qualifies you to say that? I am going to write from my own experience with it...
As I grew up in a fundamental Baptist pastors house there were lots of immortality that went on in my father's church.  I was molested by my father and his deacons and elders and they were into child pornography and made me participate in it to make money for the church. By the Time I was 13 years old I had two abortions by my father and one of his deacons.  Of Course,  the church paid for it and the members didn't know anything about it.  I remember my father telling members to reach deep into the members pockets.  The church was very well established and it was nothing but organized crime that was going on.  It's as if I was being pimped out by the church and the leaders as well as the members. 
I have been observing this same thing on certain Periscope ministries as the pastor, bishop, apostle of whatever title they so use. I get sick when I know people are sacrificing for their church and different ministries and they're living paycheck to paycheck.  To put a quota on how much people should be giving is nothing more than prostitution! When I was a prostitute my pimp would tell me my quota that I was to meet before the night was over. What is the difference between doing this type of thing in the world versus what these various ministries and pastors and TV evangelists are doing? Nothing is biblical about prostitution nor telling people in the body of Christ how much the Lord said for each individual to give.
The moral of this whole situation is too make sure that God has told you to give and to do your research on the church and the ministry and that the money is actually going towards what it is meant to go to.
Let me be clear about this! Not all churches or ministries are doing this. But we must be as wise as serpents and use our discernment.  For if you weren't called by the Lord to give then it's of man and not God himself!!!
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